I’m struggling with drugs and alcohol, everywhere I turn its there, and for a while I thought it was okay. I could be a Christian and still drink and smoke, but ever since I’ve tried to go sober I feel like it calls my name even more. I feel like there’s no escape. Does sex really make your relationship stronger? I feel like I have it with my boyfriend ok after is the only time I see him truly happy and I want him to be happy even though I hate it?