I don’t know why I crossed my name out but I did. I feel separated from God. But I don’t have a passion or desire to go back to Him. I want to but I don’t want to put in the effort. I don’t know what to do. I feel lost and alone and confused. I don’t know what I want, but I can’t let my parents down. I need to talk to someone but I’m not ready. I’m happy to be back at church it feels good but I feel like an outcast now, instead of apart of the group. Sick= wear, tired worn out
