I’ve tried to open up but no one seems to understand. My parents don’t. My closest friends don’t. It’s almost a good thing because it means they haven’t gone through this. I hope to one does. No one ever should. The pain is like nothing I’ve ever felt. I’ve talked to people but I still feel alone and I can’t do it anymore. It’s a living hell. Suicide is a living hell. I’ve lost hope. Why me?