I'm moving away from everything I know. I've only told 1 person and I can't face telling my friends but it hurts too much to hear them talk about next year. I've cried every night since they told me a week ago and it kills me to keep having to have so much fun if I'm going to leave next summer. I'm afraid I won't make any friends as amazing as the ones I have, but I have to go because it's an amazing opportunity for my dad and i can't hold him back, I'd just feel worse. I don't want any of my friends to hate me if I say I'm moving. I don't want all of my friends to forget me. I've always imagined me graduating, prom dress shopping, and just doing everything with them and now I won't. I feel so lost.