I used to party a lot and I’ve had sex with multiple guys. I decided to change and stopped all that 11 months ago. I then dated a guy for 6 months and it was a pure relationship but I think he wondered why I wouldn’t. I’m trying to save myself for marriage now, but it’s hard. No Christian virgin will want me, and why would I save myself for someone who hasn’t? I just feel like staying pure when you’re not truly pure is depressing because there’s still your past.
